Oh God, how my stomach turned when I received the call. A tone abundantly consumed by hurt and devastation, I could barely comprehend the words which were being uttered. Pain I would never wish on my worst enemy; the words..
Stupid me. I’ve habitually granted you permission to handle my existence with disregard. “He is who he is” is the bullshit I was fed from not only your family, but also mine. Nonchalantly, it grew easier for me to shrug..
With so much going, some days, giving up seems like the best option; in the opposite days, everything makes so much sense. Alone, the instability of your mental welfare, can make you lose your mind. ::CC::
Maybe I gave you too much, too fast and too soon. What if we hadn’t rushed into creating a family of our own and maybe took the time to solely focus on us? Maybe our past experiences of wounded unhappiness..
Thank you. Thank you for being the foundation I needed when my world searched for balance. For reconstructing my confidence, tolerating my mood swings, influencing me to accomplish complex aspirations, and encouraging veiled creativity. Thank you. Thank you for not..
This morning, I woke up unrested from last night’s argument. I use the term “argument” loosely because it was more of you yelling and conflictingly, me pleading. I tossed and turned as I thought of ways to conceal my newest..
They say, “The truth shall set you free”, they forgot to mention all of the other emotions that accompany it.
I’ve been told that I’m weird, that sometimes I can be all over the place, but my mind works differently. I’m not ashamed. I’ve tried to conform but unnaturally it caused me to be sad, depressed, and miserable. As a..