Category: Complicated Life

Grat·i·tude /ˈɡradəˌt(y)o͞od/  the quality of being thankful; readiness to show appreciation for and to return kindness.

Grat·i·tude /ˈɡradəˌt(y)o͞od/ the quality of being thankful; readiness to show appreciation for and to return kindness.

The words “thank you” don’t seem to be enough to express the gratitude and indebted emotions I have towards those who have supported me throughout this process. Those who have been there to provide encouraging words, who have kept me..

heaven couldn’t wait…

heaven couldn’t wait…

Oh God, how my stomach turned when I received the call. A tone abundantly consumed by hurt and devastation, I could barely comprehend the words which were being uttered. Pain I would never wish on my worst enemy; the words..

Abandoned

Abandoned

Stupid me. I’ve habitually granted you permission to handle my existence with disregard. “He is who he is” is the bullshit I was fed from not only your family, but also mine. Nonchalantly, it grew easier for me to shrug..

#FightingForMyHappy

#FightingForMyHappy

With so much going, some days, giving up seems like the best option; in the opposite days, everything makes so much sense. Alone, the instability of your mental welfare, can make you lose your mind. ::CC::

MAYBE

MAYBE

Maybe I gave you too much, too fast and too soon. What if we hadn’t rushed into creating a family of our own and maybe took the time to solely focus on us? Maybe our past experiences of wounded unhappiness..

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you. Thank you for being the foundation I needed when my world searched for balance. For reconstructing my confidence, tolerating my mood swings, influencing me to accomplish complex aspirations, and encouraging veiled creativity. Thank you. Thank you for not..

my worSt beAutiFul DaY

my worSt beAutiFul DaY

This morning, I woke up unrested from last night’s argument. I use the term “argument” loosely because it was more of you yelling and conflictingly, me pleading. I tossed and turned as I thought of ways to conceal my newest..